Kuta Bali [Andre Hehanussa]

Kuta Beach

[Place : Atmosphere Resort Café]
Time & Date : 10 pm, January 1st 2005


A wonderful way to spend the first night of 2005; enjoying the night at the Kuta Beach in a brand new café called Atmosphere.
One helluva place! It was awesome; sitting on a deck, having English Breakfast Tea, looking at the night life on Kuta beach (alhamdulillah nggak ada tsunami), enjoying the perfect weather (teramat sangat berangin, tepatnya).


Darn, that special moment had to be shared with some cousins and uncles.
Agak sedikit menghambat proses imajinasi dan kontemplasi jadinya...

But,
please forgive me for being a true Piscean, zodiak yang amat sangat bisa mendahulukan mimpi dan imajinasi dibandingkan aktivitas sekelilingnya.
Due to those privileges, I managed myself to continue what I was going to do...


[tutup mata...]
PLOP!
PLOP!
PLOP!
There you go...everybody was gone. Nobody would be able to bother me now.


[slurpppp...nyeruput teh ceritanya]
Biasanya kalo mood-nya udah dapet gini, saya suka menyiksa diri sendiri dengan imajinasi masa lalu... burying myself in melodramatic songs.


[track 10 – PLAY - intro]
...kemarin, kulihat awan membentuk wajahmu
desau angin meniupkan namamu, tubuhku terpaku semalam...
bulan sabit melengkungkan senyummu,
tabur bintang serupa kilau auramu,
aku pun sadari, ku seg’ra berlari...

Ini lagu andalan saya kalo lagi kontemplasi [blushing].
Saya nggak ngerti kenapa lagu ini bisa dahsyat banget efeknya, meskipun buat beberapa orang udah kelewat basi... A perfect masterpiece for me, and I worship Dewi Lestari and Tohpati for this. Every single thing in this song is perfect; the lyrics and the music represent a great loss, a feeling of missing someone out there.
Maybe because it fits the whole situation...
(melihat ke langit...mana?? Bintangnya aja nggak ada... Bulannya bukan bulan sabit pula... tapi bisa dipaksain kok kayak senyum seseorang... Pisces gitu loooh!)


[cari posisi enak di antara tumpukan bantal-bantal...]
cepat pulang, cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi...
firasatku ingin kau ‘tuk cepat pulang...cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi

...wish I could have said that.
Wish I had a beautiful mind to express things in poetic words...
(sigh)


[nyalain rokok...
seperti oral seks, sensasi tak terungkapkan ada di hisapan pertama]
akhirnya, bagai sungai yang mendamba samudra,
ku tau pasti kemana kan ku bermuara, s’moga ada waktu sayangku...
kupercaya alampun berbahasa, ada makna dibalik semua pertanda
firasat ini, rasa rindukah ataukah tanda bahaya?
Aku tak peduli, ku terus berlari

[PAUSE]
Orang bilang, keledai aja nggak akan terperosok ke lubang yang sama 2 kali.
Tapi, nggak tau kenapa,
ternyata banyak juga orang sering terjebak di kesalahan yang sama.
Seperti temen saya yang tetep doyan jalan-jalan di Blok M, meskipun (ngakunya) sebel digodain sama laki-laki di sana [hai Peh... :)]. Bodoh? Mungkin...
Then I am the dumbest man alive, suffering from the enjoyment of doing the same mistake I ever did...

[ngeliat ke bawah,
orang terus berdatangan sama pasangan masing-masing...]
Ternyata sampai sekarang masih banyak orang yang menganggap pantai adalah tempat yang pas buat menghabiskan waktu sama pasangan.
Daaaah, look at me.
Sitting here, suffering from the pain of missing someone...


[sluuuuuuurp...nyeruput teh lagi]
[PLAY]
cepat pulang, cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi...
firasatku ingin kau ‘tuk cepat pulang...cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi

Darn...
it is awful when we’re loving someone soooo much, but we don’t know what’s in their head [quotes taken from Six Feet Under, Season 2].


[inhale...]
[...tutup mata]
aku pun sadari...engkaulah firasat hati

Is it?
Sial, this last part always makes me think...






PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!!!
“Co, ayo buruan deh pulang!!”

Reality bit, and finally killed the Piscean.