Saturday, July 31, 2004

Life is a Rollercoaster, just gotta ride it... [Ronan Keating]

This is stupid...
I dunno why I'm doing this, writing things in a thing called BLOG. Well, anyway, since I'm new with this thing, I really need to get myself into it...

So, where should I start? ...let's start with things happened this week... Whatta life!
Been thru' ups and downs this week.

First surprise came up Tuesday, bad surprise, as a matter of fact.
Who would have thought that I hafta leave my sanctuary in Bandung!?!! Since her f***in' daughter [plus the bastards] got this new job here, WITH NO HOUSE TO LIVE IN!!! DAAAAAAH!!!! Yea, rite...

That was sucks, since I hate packing and un-packing stuffs. But I tried to have it for a while, explaining my plans for the next two months... And thank God it was approved, so I still have mine, at least until September, HAHA!!

Still, it's awful to see others packing and leaving the house. It seems like I'm living in AFI World, where elimination comes as the end of your life... besides, it sucks to be the 'left-overs', being the only stranger in the house. Well, I guess it's one of the best thing that should happen rite now...

Kay, now the other down in this week...
Dunno why, I'm still dealing with this STUUUUPPPPID mistake, that I used to do in the past. Same script, same cast.
[this is getting ridiculous, since I'm writing this along with song from Dygta, Tak Mungkin Melepasmu... sigh]

Anyway, it would still be the same mistake, but I'm still doing it. Jealousy? Does the feeling of being neglected count? NOPE, I don't think so...it's a different thing. it's a lot complicated than that. I repeat, A LOT.
Refusing calls, messages, and other usual things, are still in the whole package. The different is, I think I mean it this time. I hate getting thru this over and over again, so I decided to put this to an end, a bitter end [like Placebo said].

As usual, I like to add some spice on things... and this time it made things worse. Wednesday was the first day, dealing with some F***IN' SIGHTS!!!! DARN! I REALLY hate it! ...sucks. As a result, I was a jerk that nite, a complete jerk. Things didn't get better on Thursday, or even Friday. The next one happened this Saturday, which I actually started first. Sucks. As a matter a fact, I've NEVER shared anything for about 2 weeks... I just want it to feel how it is to be in other's shoes. Hurt.
[Damn, suddenly I kinda miss those precious times...]

Anyway, the up on Wednesday healed pretty much.
DURUNG DUNG DUNG went awesome, which none had figured it out before. It was hot around midnite, up until 2 in the morning. Thank God I still manage to be concious and drive safely home. I really had a blast, despite the shit that happened that day...

What else?
Nuthin special...at least for now. This is the end of this week, and I guess I would still have to deal with the same shit for several weeks. Thank God I'm having some days off next week!!! :))



Signing off! [I will miss this phrase :(]
Peace, out!